A Quick Recap for mid-2014

Alright... Where am I again?
Oh, right. This year's resolution of writing each month to enhance my writing skill? My goodness i haven't been able to even write any decent thing except some morning reviews on BBM, twitter and Facebook (which are basically linked to each other)
Well, I got a new job (again) on the February as an Office Manager. Sounds cool,  eh? Its basically covering up as GA, HRD and Finance. Lol.
Envy me now? Work's been hectic, but life's also has its own circumstances.
I picked up a "stray" and somehow get into a mess within months because of that. Some emotional turmoil as well as financial and socially. What a messed up "stray" indeed.
I think i will write another section for the "stray" when i feel like it.
I think that's all for now.

Later

Hurt, Lies, Drama

I didn’t want to hurt you

Never in my mind I want to

But I hurt you every time

Incidentally or not

With my words,

With my action,

With every thing I had

What a worthless jerk I am

For not being able to keep

My promise to you

It’s just a reason I made up

When I said that

You didn’t try to listen

Just a big fat lie

As I feel guilty

For not telling you

And trying to protect myself

At the same time

All’s my fault

All’s my scheme

That I put out to have

Your sympathy

Which I don’t deserve

Since the first day

You claimed you’re

My best friend

A little truth

I give to you

A lot of lies

I told you

That’s what I know

As you care

As you think

As you accept me

As who I am

All’s because I’m scared

All’s because I’m a coward

For not opening myself

To you, or anyone else

As I’m to afraid to be hurt again

As I’m to caught up in my own drama

The more you open yourself

The more I’m afraid to open myself

As I know I’m nobody

As I know I’m just a beggar

A beggar of love

A beggar of attention

A big fat liar I become….

I’m sorry….

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This is actually written back in May 2007. Decided to post it here after so long because I haven't been able to write anything during this year as my resolution. I will try to find time to do it later. Hufftthh...