Alone I am
Forgotten pain
Lingering sensations
As I remember
Erratic thoughts
Wondering why
Imagining if
As I dream
Could this be it?
Could you be the one?
Why even as I ponder
The doubts still lurking
One touch will never be enough
Let alone the next and another
For I am greedy
Hungry for more
Or are you an addiction?
A forbidden fruit
So enchanting
It drew me in
I dare myself
To reach out for you
A thing I never did
Let my curiosity kills
Will I be dead?
Will I be alive?
Heart pounding hard
I took a taste
What could be the consequences
Of the defiance I've done
Remember, I will always be
Of the sweetness of you
Am I dead
Am I alive
The allure of you
Still draws me in
The deed is done
Now is just the waiting
Will this be just a dream-like reality
Or a reality-like dream
