It's totally been a while since I last have the urge to write something, anything. Life's been hectic as usual, nothing really change in my daily routine. Just work, work, home, sleep. Boring, isn't it?
Well, life can be boring as hell (which I can't say coz I haven't experience hell, and I'm sure I also don't want it too), but you know what I mean. There's no exciting moment, but surely your life goes on day by day.
Sometimes I wonder the meaning of my existence in this world since I haven't achieve anything in my short life (yea... I'm calling it short coz I'm for sure won't finish 1 day - the type of God's day. If there's anyone out there know something about it, ring me). One thing for sure, my existence support my mother's and unknowingly some of my friends since they know that I'm alive and will always be there for them whenever they need me.
Working life also have another challenge in this month. Since I'm working in a quite small company with it's internal problem that I found unethical to say it in such open way (this blog), I'm faced with many challenges. With what I said minimum pay, they (I guess all company) overwork me with all the crazy responsibilities. And now I'm just entrusted another responsibility of Purchasing. Gosh. Will they ever stop doing this to me? They need me, or they just want to try me out till I said "ENOUGH!". I wonder....
Well, for now, still looking for another job while clinging on this one and ready to go anytime soon. My bf (soon to be fiance I guess) also get out from his company for unknown reason other than like and dislike matter in the company. Looking for a new job while managing to get his demo album done by the last this July. I just wonder where he get all this inspiration of all the song since he always find another song on and on. This past months he managed to have 2-3 new songs ( I lost count already with how many he has).
All and all, that's my life for now. I guess I really need a gooooood vacation to re-boost my spirit and muse. I'm losing it bit by bit now from tiredness.
