Forbidden You

Alone I am
Forgotten pain
Lingering sensations
As I remember

Erratic thoughts
Wondering why
Imagining if
As I dream

Could this be it?
Could you be the one?
Why even as I ponder
The doubts still lurking

One touch will never be enough
Let alone the next and another
For I am greedy
Hungry for more

Or are you an addiction?
A forbidden fruit
So enchanting
It drew me in

I dare myself
To reach out for you
A thing I never did
Let my curiosity kills

Will I be dead?
Will I be alive?
Heart pounding hard
I took a taste

What could be the consequences
Of the defiance I've done
Remember, I will always be
Of the sweetness of you

Am I dead
Am I alive
The allure of you
Still draws me in

The deed is done
Now is just the waiting
Will this be just a dream-like reality
Or a reality-like dream