Falling in love

How do you know that you’re in love or falling for someone? This question cannot be answered easily as people themselves have different view towards love itself. If you ask one person to another, they’re going to have different answer about love. It’s just because, simply, love itself cannot be described by a matter of words. No matter how many dictionaries, books, novels, or any kind of readings ever existed in the humanity era; no one can ever describe what love is exactly.

In love, there is no guidance at all. You can only sit, think about it too much, or just jump in to the feeling itself, wondering where the journey will end up at. After all, love is all about decision, whether we want to go with it or just ignore it. Some people get lucky with the heart attract each other so strongly that they cannot deny the fact that they’re destined to be. Other won’t be too lucky. Sometimes the journey to find love can last very long, until you die. Sometimes you just don’t want to bother too much about it.

There are case that how simple love can be. You met the person, and you just can’t think of yourself without them. You want to be close with the person immediately, waking up with the person and facing the future together. And you cannot wait to get married with them. Instances like that are common in my family. I don’t know how they can be like that, but the divorce rate is… up until now, 0%. In which this indicates whether they really found the One or they try to adjust with each other nicely, in my opinion.

There are also case how complicated love can be. A childhood friend, a good friend, or a friend’s crush, all of that can drive into an awkward situation sometimes. You’re just too used to that person being near you, that you just took them for granted. And when the time for depart come, you just realized that you cannot really live without them. It feels like someone pull out your limb in a cruel way. Complicated enough? I think it’s sort of, if you can know what I’m thinking right now.

Dear Brain,
                You don’t understand
                Forgive me this time
                                     <3 Heart

 

Looking at those sentences, it seems simple, yet it carries a lot of meaning. Even though they are carried within one body, but they have their own thinking. That’s why people are always confused with what they actually want. Because brain and heart are a totally different organs. And that people always tend to think brain is their center of all things in the body done and all of our action. And that is exactly why falling in love can never be describe. At all.

I guess I'll just conclude this here. My brain can not take it anymore, and my heart is still confused because of this. Hahaha...