June…
What should I write about for this month? I have no idea at
all. Just trying to fulfill my promise to myself to write at least twice a
month. Well, I’ll just divide things in section then.
Work
None whatsoever. It’s been 3 months since I last walked out from
my last office. Plenty of rest, but then when I try my best to cheer myself up
to find a job again, somehow I feel reluctant. Darn it, I guess I had my fill
with the office work. But what should I do then? I got no specialty that I can
boast about, except my outgoing nature (that is useless since I cannot sell
anything either). Oh well, I guess I got another month to ponder upon what to
do. Dang!
Relationship
None. People keep saying that you are incomplete without
someone by your side as your spouse. Well, I don’t need any, but someone who
can eventually give me a black Amex card for me to spend, and do travelling
whenever I want.
Money
Well, with no job whatsoever, it is expected to have my
balance in the red zone by now. Worry? Yes. On fire? Not at all. I guess I’m in
the state of drifting? Knowing not of what might lie ahead of me.
Love
Void. I don’t even want to care about that word as I type
it. Wonder why people keep on going with that one particular topic. I guess
there’s something wrong with me after all.
Well, since this month is only begins, I guess there’s
something bound to happen that can change either one or all of those aspects.
Keep my fingers cross
